tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19705664.post5442511300988015749..comments2023-11-03T05:08:48.760-05:00Comments on Fading to Gray: afraidChristinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13564731989568599206noreply@blogger.comBlogger12125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19705664.post-60650422822377205752007-01-09T01:06:00.000-05:002007-01-09T01:06:00.000-05:00I guess I have a few comments.
First, I think it i...I guess I have a few comments.<br />First, I think it is really good that you were able to get out these thoughts and to realize that you do need help.<br />Second, I think that with diabetes there is probably an increased risk for eating disorders. You never get a vacation from diabetes and you never get a vacation from thinking about food. Who else do you know who can recite everything eaten almost every day? <br />Third, on a more spiritual note, I think that often times, God helps us through the kindness of others. I wouldn't berate yourself for asking for help.<br />I hope you can find some doctors who will take your situation with consideration and seriousness. Can you talk to an endocrinologist or a CDE? Keep us posted on how you are doing.<br />-AnneAnne Findlayhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03005305831235654057noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19705664.post-27647183953308156292007-01-05T06:12:00.000-05:002007-01-05T06:12:00.000-05:00I think you already made the first step to help yo...I think you already made the first step to help yourself - admitting that you have a problem and that you need help. What more, that first step is the hardest one. Please don't stop at that and try to find someone who can help you. <br /><br />It is so so sad to read that even your family turned you down, I can only imagine how upsetign and demotivating that is. But no matter what people think around you, you deserve and owe it to yourself to seek the help. It's also very good that you want to lose weight the healthy way.<br /><br />And for the support, you're in the right place, just give us a cry and we'll be there for you. Be strong and learn to love yourself.Sashahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01702759951795435702noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19705664.post-53097697491677015592006-12-31T15:11:00.000-05:002006-12-31T15:11:00.000-05:00Megan - I think lots of us with diabetes have stru...Megan - I think lots of us with diabetes have struggled with weight and with negative eating behaviors. You are most definitely not alone.<br /><br />I don't know how much weight this will carry since I'm not a Christian, but I can't believe that a loving g-d would want you to struggle alone.<br /><br />I too want to shake your PCP, pastor, and parents. <br /><br />Please - find someone who takes you seriously and get help with this.art-sweethttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07421342770323258531noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19705664.post-16155226114675389952006-12-30T18:17:00.000-05:002006-12-30T18:17:00.000-05:00I've written about eating disorders in the past an...I've written about eating disorders in the past and interviewed people from this organization, the National Association of Anorexia and Eating Disorders: http://www.anad.org/site/anadweb/. I'd urge you to reach out to them with what you are feeling/doing/writing about here to see if they have resources you can utilize.<br /><br />Also, do you have a good endocrinologist you respect and trust? If so, reach out to them to see if they have a CDE or nutritionist who knows the specific issues of type 1 diabetes and eating disorders and how to get help for them. Calling the American Diabetes Association or the JDRF may be helpful, too.<br /><br />Good luck--there's nothing wrong with reaching out for help, Christian or no. It's likely the best thing you can do for yourself.Lyrehcahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14731508321420598343noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19705664.post-37855831820067558422006-12-30T13:20:00.000-05:002006-12-30T13:20:00.000-05:00Megan
I'm sorry to hear that you're struggling so...Megan<br /><br />I'm sorry to hear that you're struggling so much with eating issues. Thanks for being so honest and up front about it all.<br /><br />I've had similar problems myself in terms of controlling my eating. This is not to compare my difficulties with yours. It's just that I understand what it's like to try and find group that might help. My endo provides some suggestions but couldn't help beyond that. I've also tried hypnosis without too much success.<br /><br />I wish I could you give you a supportive hug and be there to help when things are worst. I hope that you can figure out a way to be in charge of yourself - that's part of what all of us with diabetes struggle with, which doesn't make it any easier.<br /><br />Megan, I hope you find some way to overcome all of this. Don't be put off by all the New Year resolution hype. Maybe just try one little positive change and practice that for 30 days, then build on this.Bernardhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14936264471078732019noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19705664.post-16056594967600063692006-12-30T10:51:00.000-05:002006-12-30T10:51:00.000-05:00What a courageous post. Good for you for writing ...What a courageous post. Good for you for writing it out. I wanted to comment on your feeling that because you are a Christian, you should not need people to help you. As a fellow Christian, I can tell you with absolute certainty that is a lie. God created us for relationship, with Him and with other people. I know you didn't want advice, but it sounds like you are at the point of wanting some help, but have been turned away at every point (yes, I would like to shake your parents and your pastor). I would recommend that you check out www.newlife.com or call 1-800-NewLife. They can connect you with a Christian counselor who specializes in food issues, and they realize that people need people and God.Carolhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02375425579945781536noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19705664.post-5468829620839905042006-12-30T07:35:00.000-05:002006-12-30T07:35:00.000-05:00Glad you got this out. I don't have an answer, bu...Glad you got this out. I don't have an answer, but I think you did a brave and important thing in verbalizing your feelings.<br /><br />I don't know much about how such a thing is dealt with, but the first thing I would do is start researching the topic and find out.<br /><br />Hugs,<br />J.B.Johnboyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03616286847335034637noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19705664.post-21470419761922461252006-12-30T01:04:00.000-05:002006-12-30T01:04:00.000-05:00I am very sad that the people in your life are ign...I am very sad that the people in your life are ignoring your desire to be helped. I wish someone could get your post to them AND the comments so they can get their heads out of their asses.<br /><br />That said, please keep seeking help. You are harming yourself. Can you go straight to a therapist on your own without a referral? I know my plan allows that, and that's what you should do.kathhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17546741217171734579noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19705664.post-31347173810930141262006-12-30T00:47:00.000-05:002006-12-30T00:47:00.000-05:00I agree with BetterCell that seeking help should b...I agree with BetterCell that seeking help should be a top priority for you, and I admire your bravery and commitment to your health in making the first steps towards that end. Don't let your parents or doctor dissuade you.<br /><br />I am so sorry to hear that you are having to struggle with this during the holidays, and I wish you all the best in your continuing path towards healing.<br /><br />Take care.In Search Of Balancehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03434130371052211172noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19705664.post-58976641496322810942006-12-29T23:59:00.000-05:002006-12-29T23:59:00.000-05:00Megan...You do have an "Eating Disorder" and as su...Megan...You do have an "Eating Disorder" and as such you MUST seek out a PCP or Nurse Practitioner or Teaching Hospital that will work with you. A lot of support and direction is what you currently NEED. If your Church or/and Health Care Providers are unable to offer you Council/Support/Medical Attention regarding this problem, then you MUST look elsewhere. Denial in a Eating Disorder does not make it go away. Ironically, it is not your Denial we are dealing with, but those who should be in a position to Help you.BetterCellhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13667917240368089110noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19705664.post-89399359140293863272006-12-29T23:56:00.000-05:002006-12-29T23:56:00.000-05:00Hey there...
As someone who has her own share of ...Hey there...<br /><br />As someone who has her own share of weight and food "issues"... I feel your pain. I have definitely had struggles with this myself in the past and still do to this day. I have a problem with taking things to the extreme. I've been both overweight and underweight... no middle ground. And it's funny, just when I feel like I have this thing licked, I have a setback and feel like I'm back at square one. :( It really sucks.<br /><br />I think you need to figure out why this is a problem for you... As we all know, food issues usually are symptoms of a bigger problem. Personally, I know my main problem is being an emotional eater... I turn to food whenever I'm sad, anxious, angry, upset, etc., etc., etc. Instead of finding healthier ways to deal w/ those emotions, food gives me comfort... Unfortunately, it's a learned behavior from childhood. <br /><br />Anway, I think once you know what may be the catalyst, you'll be able to find ways to deal and improve your situation. It might be wise to even consider seeing someone professionally... perhaps a therapist, dietician, or even speaking to your diabetes eductor. <br /><br />Also, don't forget to cut yourself a break. We are ALL human and we all have our weaknesses... Dealing with weight issues is hard enough, but then throw in Diabetes, and it really becomes a challenge, to say the least. You've taken the first step in realizing that something needs to change, now it's just a matter of taking action. I strongly believe that if you want something bad enough, anything is possible. You can change and better things for yourself- I have every confidence. <br /><br />Hang in there~ we are rooting for you :)Andreahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12358965463031619266noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19705664.post-82008984507624915152006-12-29T23:54:00.000-05:002006-12-29T23:54:00.000-05:00I wish I had some magic words of wisdom for you, b...I wish I had some magic words of wisdom for you, but I don't. I have struggled with my weight my entire life. I've never gotten hugely obese, but I've gotten close. I can understand your feelings, and I hope that you can find a way to find peace with yourself and find peace with how and what you eat. It really is a journey. I remember at age 14 I hated my body and thought I was fat, and I was a size 7! I then remember being 24 and being a size 22 and weighing 215 lbs and I WISHED I could even be a size 14! Now I am a size 12 and I'm 168, and I still feel fat. Fat is a state of mind, happiness is how you live your lifeSarahhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02841767505240383644noreply@blogger.com